A big doorway into my current journey began with Kambo. My contact and experiences with Kambo singlehandedly expanded my life and changed the course of it in the span of less than 1-hour with this medicine. I spent 20 minutes in discomfort and purging to then experience an alternate perspective of what it is meant to feel like to exist in my own body. I'll never forget that initial clarity, lightness, and release I experienced moments after working with kambo. It opened the doorways to understanding what it means to actually truly begin to feel good inside the body.
Kambo is a natural medicine from the earth that derives from a Giant Monkey Tree Frog of the Amazon jungle by collecting a natural secretion from these predatorless creatures. It contains a multitude of peptides that help the body to heal, release, detox, and expel harmful toxins and neurotoxins from the system. It is a purgative medicine that helps the body to release overgrowths of candida/yeast, old bile, excess mucus, heavy metals, foreign inhibitors, infections, backed up lymph, viral and bacterial issues, etc. from the system. It basically removes things from the body that are blocking or inhibiting the body from naturally doing what it is designed to do- to heal itself.
I read a quote in my late teen years that began to spark and ignite a life-long journey I had no idea, at that time, I would begin on and take.
"Most people have no idea how good their body is designed to feel." -Kevin Trudea
And it was in those moments I made the decision to start a new course of perspective and understanding of myself, my body, and what it means to truly feel good inside the vessel I was birthed into.
Coming into contact with Kambo was no accident for me in my life. It was truly an intervention made by God to help show me a new light and way of existing. To begin the journey of self-study and personal practices that has led me down a determined path of self-understanding and maybe one day, mastery. However, I do my best not to grasp onto the future but instead enjoy the present moment journey that is showing me the way into each new living moment. Giving me direction and opportunities to listen, grow, experience, and be born over and over and over again.
I have been led to many experiences and circumstances I am realizing are far outside of the "norm" here in Western society. Which, to be honest, sometimes baffles me because this journey began so young for me that I hardly remember a life before this one. I have been guided to walk alongside the path of healers, shamans, medicine men and women, intuitives, naturalists, seekers, and those driven by a deep-seated knowing inside their bones that we are connected to something more than what Western Society and organized religion has tried to box us inside.
In my current 31 years of life I have traveled across the lands of Asia making way through much of Northern India on a 6-month expedition studying Kundalini Yoga, lived on the lands of Thailand helping open up a Kundalini Yoga community, trekked through the Himalayan mountains of Nepal where I pushed my body past limits I didn't know I had or could overcome, dieted with the Shipibo people and traditions of Peru, lived in community and harmony with the lands of Guatemala surrounded by Lake Atitlan, and so much more. Each aspect of my journey and life this far giving me new perspective and widening my scope of existence and what it means to be alive.
All of this happened because of a deep calling inside of me that said I needed to live life big and be open to possibilities beyond my mind. And so through this journey I have continued to listen and as I have gone deeper down this path of life I have continued to build a stronger and more cohesive existence with spirit and my soul. Trusting in the divine timing and alignments of my life and knowing that whatever shows up for me is being presented and shared for a bigger purpose.
Kambo was and has been only just the beginning. However, it was that beautiful frog medicine that helped bring me back into sync with my body. To begin a journey of integrating my soul into my body so I could exist in a more equalized and harmonious state with the earth.
Our bodies are vehicles which give us allowance to experience this big beautiful earth around us. We have sensitivies and senses that were designed to connect us to the vastness of the earth as well as the beauty and communications happening with it. If you want to experience the truth of God, the body needs and must be taken into consideration.
Our bodies are extremely complex electromagnetic containers that connect us in frequency to the entire rest of the world and beyond. Like many little channels and antennas that cast themselves out and the universe responds back when we are harmonized to its channel and frequency.
However, if our bodies are overloaded, blocked, toxified, dis-eased, filled up or clogged, etc. then those channels are not transmitting properly and therefore we can get blocked from the natural connections we have to the earth and energies surrounding us.
Detoxing our bodies is more than a physical experience. What we must understand is our bodies are simply the densest part of our existence however we are also energetic, mental, emotional, and spiritual beings too. When we heal the body we also heal mind, body, spirit on all levels because it all interconnected through us and to us.
We need to get the garbage out of our bodies, our minds, our energy fields.... this is the only way to truly experience our destiny and our God-given birthright which is to heal and feel-good inside of our vessels. To heal the body is a journey of also connecting to our spirits and to our truths.
My teacher taught me, and this is how I understood it, that cancer and other dis-eases in the body occur because there is a dis-harmonization happening on a frequency level. So, we are literally not omitting at the frequency of health and truth as well as not harmonizing with the earth around us.
So, for the majority of my adult life I have studied and dedicated my existence to healing myself and my body. Diving into myself on a psychological level, emotional level, spiritual level, as well as physical to best understand the truth of my own karmic ties which have provided me with this unique life experience I have been in. Giving me the path of self-awareness through opportunities to initiate myself back to health, wellness, self-awareness, and wisdom.
I have spent countless ceremonies with plant and animal medicines asking God to teach me how to heal and reclaim every part of myself so that I can change the course of ancestral ties and traumas but also so that I can gain wisdom to then provide that back to humanity as well.
Healers heal by omitting the frequency of being healed. That is it. People then can choose to attune to that frequency by undergoing their own healing and initiation, or they don't. It is up to each individual.
With that said, my life has guided me to be a part of and study the original ways of the earth, our ancestors, and the plants. To pay attention to the natural medicines of the earth and to clear the channel so I can hear the guidance of my soul.
I have had so many experiences in these other realms that I find it difficult to express and put into words. I have been shown things I don't quite know how to articulate. I often find myself still breaking through old beliefs telling me that it isn't safe to share my experiences at the risk of being called crazy or having gone too far.
Yet, here I am feeling guided to break through these dogmas in order to share my story from the only place I feel aligned with now, which is that with truth.
We are coming into times that demand and ask us to step into this truth. To share it openly and widely in order to connect with those who are our soul family but also as an invitation to be heard and seen along the way, regardless of others' beliefs, dogmas, misinterpretations, etc. of the matter.
I have experienced union with love, with God, with my ancestors, with plant spirits, with animal spirits, with extraterrestrials and angels, and with the union of my own purity and soul. Nothing can ever take that away from me again, no matter what others have to say about it or believe about it.
I have been healed in trance and medicine journeys. Been healed of afflictions on my body passed down to me that I was told by Western medicine is "incurable" only to heal it on these journeys and be shown another way. So yes, psychic-surgery is a real thing. And yes, there are ways to become sensitive enough to commune with spirit in a safe and contained way. And yes, God is real but not in the way most religion has taught it.